Pushing 60. A lifetime of stagnation, loneliness, broken dreams, unanswered prayers. One min wage job after another since high school paycheck to paycheck never making enough to save. No wife, no friends. Failing health with extreme brain fog and severe exhaustion. Bad back. Unemployed again. Rent raised by 25 percent. Live in seedy apt complex where cops are called all the time but can’t afford to move. Tired of the struggle. Seeking Financial miracle breakthrough along with my health. And seeking some long-awaited happiness and luck. Restoring the years the locust have eaten.