Have been going thru a huge disappointment / trial regarding marriage. Had expected that I would not be cheated in marriage by lies. Before marriage I had asked about matters regarding chastity…. but 15 months into marriage found out the truth… was un-repentant…did not want to reconcile… she initiated divorce…. I am divorced since 2 years. Marriage was never consummated because I detected that she lied a lot and also was not open in sharing much even when asked. Not a rushed proposal or marriage.
Am I going through a trial or is this some sort of punishment? If so, for what? I’m nearing 40 years of age soon.