I’ve been living a sinful life. I’ve been a coward, lusted, compromised, lied, been a bad person, etc. I don’t know what to do. I don’t wanna be stuck as a sinner. I don’t know what’s the 1st step to do God’s will, or live a godly life. I’ve been playing around with the Lord. I keep doing it over and over and over. It’s like I haven’t learned my lesson. I have too much fear in my life to do what God wants me to do. But I know I need to do it. I’m just saying it with my mouth but not committing to God. I don’t know what to do. And I don’t want to end up back here typing basically the same words. I want to be delivered from sin. I want actually do something and not just say things. I want to stop being a coward, but I don’t know where to start. I don’t know how to be a real Christian.